Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Why do bad things happen at the same time?
Yesterday they fought over me again..My results.. All blaming each other for my results..he says i got a lot of dunno dunnos. k 3 types, know know, know dunno and dunno dunno
know know= u know whaat u know ,know dunno= u know what u dunno , dunno dunno = u dunno what u dunno!and unfortunately i have a lot of dunno dunnos. which is why my results are so bad. I'm only at the surface and i didn't go deep enough. He sure uses lots of analogies..
Ncc today..met then did the proposals.. so many things to type.. Then went keith house. and before that we play soccer, scored 2!hahahaha..Then went home then they demoralise me about watching masked rider. i just snapped and keep quiet then lied to denan that i was acting only. i was real upset couldn't they tell? if only they knew how i felt inside. I went to bathe when they were fighint that night. Just bathe..Feel the water wash me..purify me..wash the old me away, wash my problems away, wash my sadness away, wash everything away..Shooting competition was boring. miracle happened, stupid aziz came back from jb and appeared 5 mins before we were going to be disqualified. getting to know them better as we chatted the whole day..dun think they'll win though. shoot like cock, like me when i sec 1 lik that sia. hahahaha..but they first time only so nvm la." You were all the things i thought i knew, and i thought we could be.. you were everything everything that i wanted.. we were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it..all the memories so close to me just fade away..so much for my happy ending.. 为什么这样子，你看着我说你有些犹豫，怎么这样子.. 该不该就算了，掉头就走，却放弃不了，学着承担学着释放，这样也好..你没错..为什么选择寂寞，伤心的不只是1我，相信你也懂"....all words from some songs that express how i feel..don understand u..but i guess things are always like this..
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