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Thursday, November 11, 2004

Hm..lucky i'm still able to be here typing this.. This screwed up com.. I nv get to see u online at all yet ben chow tells me he always sees you online.. Fate? I nearly died today..Just can't swim anymore. Can't float! What if i died?? Maybe tat was a test? A trial? To tell me to appreciate life more by trying to take my life away from me.. I don't want to die yet.. Lucky wei jian came to pull me up. Ying jie tot i was playing..ben chow came to help me too.. This near death experience.. I should go learn swimming again. Back to basics..
I can't help but think of u. Tat thing u said in ur blog even though u removed it. Can words be taken back? I dunno.. i wish they could..wish i could forget tat u even said that..Then u told me u're unsure..u're just making me more and more confused.. Death..why do people die? I wan to appreciate my life more..i wish u were part of it..Why do you wan me to leave..r u happy this way? i'm not.. U're just pushing me away..Why?? Is there no chance for us? Time,tell me the answer..I dun feel happy anymore. dunno how being happy feels like.. "So much for my happy ending"....



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