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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Dilemma. I wanna love her and be wif her..but i'm not confident of making her happy..and she doesn't love me, her heart belongs to someone else. what am i to her? nothing i guess. just a passerby? i've told myself not to expect so much..wrong time too..but why do i keep thinking about this? All these questions..i used to know the answers, didn't i? how come i dunno the answers now..What would happen if she knew about my feelings? she'll prob will nv treat the same way ever again..would i want it to be that way. Its a gamble..i've lost before..dun wanna lose again.. Didn't get to see her today..saw her wif someone else though..Wonder if she notices me. humans are greedy, they always expect too much..i am guilty of this..i'm trying so hard not to. it realli hurt reading that. She's upset too. I can only comfort her in my heart.. Chi xin jue dui is the prob the song best suited to describe what i wanna say.. Put my feelings on hold..but its so difficult to force yourself to stop.. wish i can see you tml, wish we can talk..even a word and i'll be content..



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