Friday, February 18, 2005
now that i've simmered down. let's address some issues that i have heard of lately.
i am very hua xin. am i? fickle?
i think its just that i am a low-confidence creature. i feel that there's no chance le, that's why i give up..the gers i liked before..i really did liked them. and its one at a time contrary to what others think. hao ming says every fickle person says that. well, i say it and I MEAN IT. up to you all to believe. i dun wish to be tis fickle asshole also, u think its fun bein me? i remember watching lu xiao feng that day..he was toking about his past relationships..though infamous for being wif many gers, he said that he was serious about each and everyone of them..i could totally relate to that. i'm not like wei xiao bao, so greedy, like so many at a time..more similar to lu xiao feng. always serious about the person. unfortunately , the gers we like, we nv end up together, or together for long de. but i don regret. failure is the mother of success isn't it? i dunno why i can like a person so easily..It isn't easy to give up liking a person either. its painful and cruel to one'self. i trying to change..but i can't control my feelings also. they're lik the stock market, high and low. i'll try not to give up so easily also..hope u all understand.
11:43 PM
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