Thursday, April 21, 2005
its been quite some time since i last came back here. today i am able to come back solely becos dad asked me to help him do some online ticket booking. they're going to bangkok. so much to say but now my mind's in a blank. been thinking so much these days..so many questions in my head..when will i find the answers? why am i afraid of the answers? so fast i'm retiring from council and ncc le..what have i left behind? at least the rest have achieved things like gold(dance, choir, co, band) and some wif honours(band) what about me? what have i done? have i done all that i wanted to do? everyone's happy these days..all except me? few more months then i'll be out of this school too..why does time travel so fast? its too fast for me..too fast. thinking back about the past..so many regrets. but they say its better to look ahead and be prepare than to look back and see regrets.. easier said than done i say. just hope i can leave this school without any enemies, with all my disputes settled, with everyone as a fren, and hopefully be remember by those that remain. they say people only die when they're forgotten. the past 4 years have been an extremely significant part of my life. i've changed so much since the first day i came in..
no use regretting. haiz. till next time. bye.
to meilan: really nice of you to say 'bye' to me today. thanks. and i really mean it.
10:34 PM
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